Yup, I said it. I have a 5 month old and I already have baby fever again! I find myself daydreaming about my time in the hospital (?!?! Who likes that time ?!?!) and wanting that whole experience again. I want a teeny tiny baby who loves to cuddle up on my chest while snoozing. I want the excitement of friends and family meeting baby for the first time. I can't wait to be cute and pregnant and enjoy the anticipation of finding out the sex of the baby.
Ok, ok, ok... even I have to stop myself here! There was nothing glamorous about my pregnancy- the words cute and pregnant should never belong in a sentence when talking about myself. I was sick or miserable most of those 9 long months. When I was in the hopital recovering from a c-section, it was the last place I wanted to be. BUT, I am so excited for baby #2 and know that it will happen in God's time. Jane's birth brought so many sweet memories and because it was such an amazing time, I can't help but want more of it!
I always knew I wanted to be a mommy, but I never ever ever anticipated loving it THIS MUCH. Every day with my girl is such a huge blessing. Praise God for lending her life to me and allowing Jacob and I to be parents!
You can get a fix from my baby...maybe that will help! I'm glad you enjoy motherhood so much!
ReplyDeleteAwe, Kelly! I know how you're feeling already too! I used to think those moms who had babies less than a year and half apart were sick! But now.. I can't stop thinking how the closer in age, the even more fun it'll be for the kids! I'm almost right there with you! Exciting...
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